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| Topic Started: Jan 24 2009, 07:07 PM (4,814 Views) | |
| Natalie | Jan 24 2009, 07:07 PM Post #1 |
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Italics are flashbacks Meredith walks out of the kitchen with a glass of water in her hand as Izzie opens the front-door. Izzie-Did you tell him. Meredith-Yes Izz i told him i told him. Izzie-He still left. Meredith-Yes. Izzie-Even though you told him you loved him. Meredith-Yes Izzie he still left i told you this wouldn't change it wouldn't change the fact he was going to leave with her. Izzie-I don't i just i can't believe he would still leave after finding out all he's wanted like forever is for you to admit you love him. Meredith-Well he did i'm going to bed. Meredith sighs and heads upstairs she falls onto her bed and closes her eyes tears falling hard. Mark-Grey what you doing here thought you'd finished. Meredith-Looking for Derek have you seen him. Mark-Grey just let him go. Meredith-What. Mark-Your relationship is screwed up you walk away he walks away just let him go before you end up hating eachother for good. Meredith-You don't know anything about Me and Derek. Mark-That your relationship was screwed from the beginning Grey just let him go. Meredith-Mark i have to tell him something. Mark-Look at him he's happy with her he's happy have you ever seen him smile so much. Meredith-No i suppose but i just he needs to know this. Mark-He's happy Grey just let him go. Meredith looks down at Derek walking hand in hand with Rose. Mark-Let him go. Meredith sighs and walks down the corridor and drives home pulling up outside the house. Izzie-Mer get up your gonna be late. Meredith-I'm not going in today Izz. Izzie-Mer you have to go to work. Meredith-I don't have to do anything just leave me alone please. Izzie-Mer. Meredith throws a pillow at the door. Meredith-Leave me alone just leave me alone. Alex-What's wrong with Mer. Meredith-Don't know she just doesn't want to go to work apparently. Alex-I bet it's because Derek left for LA. Izzie-She told him she loved him and still he left. Alex-She actually told him and he left. Izzie-I know we better go. Alexe-What about Meredith. Izzie-It's up to her Alex come on. Izzie and Alex arrive at the hospital. Cristina-Where's Mer. Izzie-She won't come in refused to get out of bed. Cristina-What why. Izzie-I'm late Cris just call her. Cristina grabs her cell and dials Meredith's number Meredith grabs her phone and sighs switching it off. ''Mer don't know what's going on but ring me'' They are all sat around eating lunch when Richard approaches them. Richard-Have any of you seen Dr Grey this morning. Alex-Yeah she's sat over there. Richard looks across the canteen and sees Lexie Grey. Richard-You knew i meant Meredith Grey she was supposed to be in surgery with the new attending but didn't show. Cristina-She's not well. Richard-Well she didn't call in. Cristina-She's like really sick Chief can't even get out of bed. Richard-Why do i think your lying to me tell Dr Grey she has to call in she cannot go around just deciding to not show up. Cristina-Ok i'll tell her she really is sick Chief. Richard sighs and walks away. Izzie-Why did you lie for her. Cristina-Because she's my person and your housemate i thought you'd stick up for her. Izzie-Well i. Cristina-Whatever Izz i gotta go. Later that night Cristina lets herself into Meredith's. Cristina-Mer you home. Meredith-Kitchen. Cristina-What's going on you didn't come to work. Meredith-Yeah i don't want to go. Cristina-Mer it's your job what do you mean you don't want to go. Meredith-Cris just i'm fine so you can go don't defend me or lie for me i just don't want to go. Cristina-Is this about Derek leaving. Meredith-No it's not about Derek my mother anything i just don't want to go into work today. Cristina-Mer talk to me please. Meredith-There's nothing to talk about so just leave it yeah. Cristina-Mer i can't leave it this is your career. Meredith-Which i will mess up eventully like i messed everything else so please just leave it. Cristina-How can i leave it how can i just leave you like this. Meredith-Because i'm asking you too i'm ok Cris. Cristina-Fine but Sheperd has alot to answer for. Meredith-Yeah ok i'm fine gonna take my ice-cream and go to bed. Cristina sighs and leaves the house heading to Joe's. Mark-Yang how's Grey doing. Cristina-Like you care. Mark-You are seriously a bitch. Cristina-Yeah a nasty one. Mark-Is Grey ok. Cristina-Yeah she's no she's not she is fine and won't talk to me she won't even come to work. Mark-I can go talk to her if you like. Cristina-You yeah like you can help. Mark-Just tell me where she lives. Cristina-Fine but she won't let you in. Mark takes the piece of paper and leaves the bar heading for the hospital first. Mark-Karev give me your house keys now. Alex-Excuse me. Mark-House-keys i gotta check up on Grey and she won't open the door. Alex-Clearly she don't want to talk to you. Mark-Just give me the damn keys or i will put you on scut for a month. Alex-I'm a resident you can't scare me with that anymore. Mark-I'm an Attending who the Chief happens to love wanna try out your theory. Alex-Fine take the damn keys. Mark laughs and drives to Meredith's letting himself in he checks downstairs before heading upstairs. Mark-Izzie's room nice Grey listen i hope your decent because i'm coming in. Mark pushes open Meredith's door she is sat up in bed tears streaming down her face. This he wasn't expecting. Mark-Crap Grey what's going on. Meredith-Mark what are you doing here. Mark-You didn't show up for work Richard is going nuts what you playing at. Meredith-Nothing i'm fine. Mark-You need some tequila where the liquor in this house. Meredith-Mark i can't drink so don't even bother looking. Mark-Well i need it i can't deal with crying chicks what wait why can't you drink. Meredith-I wanted to tell him i came to tell him but you told me to leave him alone that he was happy. Mark-Tell him what. Meredith-You wouldn't let me he deserved to know how i really feel why things happened why i was freaking out. Mark-Ok my head hurts just tell me what the hell your going on about. Meredith-I'm pregnant Mark having Derek's child. Mark-You what but youv'e been broken up for like months now. Meredith-We had it was one-night after surgery we were drinking celebrating the surgery and he kissed me took me to bed told me he loved me that he wanted me and i pushed him away. Mark-Grey. Meredith-I wanted to tell him yesterday i came to the hospital to tell him i was having his child and you told me to leave him alone. Mark-Since when the hell do you listen to me. Meredith-Since your right he is happy with her i'm dark and twisty. Mark-Dammit Grey you have to tell him a kid is what Derek has wanted for like ever you have to tell him. Meredith-No because i just i don't even know what i'm doing Mark. Mark-Your not going to keep it you can't Grey that will devestate him. Meredith-Mark i don't know what to do anymore. Mark-I'm calling him right now and telling him to get his ass back here. Mark grabs his cellphone Meredith lunges for it and puts it to her ear. Derek-Mark you there Mark. Meredith quickly shuts it. Mark-Grey tell him. Meredith-No and you can't either Mark please no-one can know. Mark-Grey when you get fat and have like a huge bump people will start to notice and question it. Meredith-Only you know about Me and Derek. Mark's cell starts ringing again Derek's name flashing on the screen. Meredith-Please Mark don't say anything. Mark looks at Meredith and flips open his phone. Mark-Hey Derek....Yeah sorry it dialled in my pocket....Oh that's good Rose is great that's good. Mark glances at Meredith tears streaming down her face. Mark-Look i gotta go talk to you later. Are you ok. Meredith-No i'm not ok but i can't change it i screwed up i let him go i have to deal with it. Mark-He deserves to know Meredith he has that right. Meredith-He's happy Mark he is happy i can't tell him. Mark-So he will find out eventully then it will be so much worse. Meredith-I know i know all of this but he is happy. Mark-He will be happier to discover he is going to be a father Mer it is something he has always wanted. Meredith-What would you do. Mark-Tell him Ok i know your angry i know your hurting but he has to know Meredith. Meredith-Even if i decide not to keep the baby. Mark-Are you seriously considering not keeping it. Meredith-Mark i'm the dirty mistress i'm Meredith Grey i can't be a Mom i can't do it. Mark-You can do anything Mer. Meredith-How the hell do you expect me to bring up a baby i can barely look after myself i couldn't even let Derek love me and he loved me Mark proper loved me the love that last a lifetime but i screwed up i pushed him away. What if i call him and i say ''Oh Derek by the way remember our night of sex when i broke your heart yet again i'm pregnant'' Mark-Meredith negative talk all negative think about the positive side. Meredith-What. Mark-Women you exhaust me i'm actually tired really tired. Meredith-Go home then. Mark-No not until you talk to me. Meredith-I am talking to you. Mark-Nah that isn't talking i'm just going to lie here close my eyes and when your ready talk. Meredith-Mark go home. Mark puts his arms behind he head and lies back on the bed Meredith ignores him and turns over hoping he will go home eventully. But she soon hears his light snoring and she pulls the pillow over her head. The following morning her alarm goes off and Mark is still there still lying in her bed she elbows him and tells him to get up he groans and turns over. She sighs and heads down the stairs Izzie Alex and George are sat drinking coffee. Izzie-Are you going in to work today. Meredith-No not today. They hear a loud thud from upstairs and someone moaning. Alex-Did someone stay over with you last night. Mark walks into the kitchen. Izzie-Meredith seriously Mark Sloan. Meredith-What Mark no he just stayed yeah but not like that fully clothed the whole time he just wouldn't leave me alone. Mark-Mer don't deny the all night sex. Meredith-Izz don't no all night sex. Mark-Close your mouth Steven's i stayed to talk nothing happened friends that's all no sex. Alex-Mer you need to come to work the Chief he is screwing. Meredith-Let him i'm not going to work. Meredith grabs some of Izzie's muffins juice and the paper and walks back up the stairs. George-What is wrong with her. Izzie-It's because of Derek. George-He's gone. Izzie-Yeah but she figured out she really loved him but he's with Rose apparently he is happy and she is gutted. Mark-Yeah that's the story. Alex-We need to go. Izzie-What about Mer. Mark-I got it covered go to work she's safe with me. Izzie-Safe with Mark Sloan maybe i should stay home. Mark-Oh funny go to work Izzie i got this covered. Mark shuts the door after they leave and heads back upstairs. Mark-Grey you decent i'm coming in. Meredith-No i'm naked. Mark-Ohh still coming in anyway. Mark pushes open the door to find Meredith sat on the bed picking at one of Izzie's muffins and pretending to watch something on the tv. Mark-Come on get dressed you need to go to work. Meredith-No. Mark-Mer you will get kicked off the programme i know you don't want that to happen. Meredith-I don't really care anymore i'm past caring about anything in my life especially Richard Webber. Mark-Why what has he done. Meredith-It's personal i'm done with the hospital done being a surgeon done with everything i just want to lie in my bed and not care. Mark-Mer come on. Meredith-Mark leave me alone please just go away. Mark-I can't do that. Meredith-Why the hell not you don't owe me anything we aren't even friends. Mark-Harsh Meredith. Meredith-Still true though just leave me alone please. Mark-Wallowing in self pity over losing Derek isn't going to help you get him back. Meredith-Mark i'm not listening. Mark-Meredith i know for a fact if i call Derek if i call him right now and told him you needed him he would be home straight away. Meredith-I'm not so sure anymore. Mark-You know he loves you Mer you know you are all that matters to him deep down he would be on the first plane home. Mark gets out his cell phone and scrolls through the names. Meredith-Mark. Mark-You know he will Mer. Meredith sighs heavily but doesn't stop Mark dialling he puts the phone on loud speaker. Derek-Sheperd. Mark-Hi Derek. Derek-Mark what's up i'm just about to go into surgery. Mark-When i called you last night i had a reason. Derek-Are you ok. Mark-Yeah it's not me it's actually Meredith needs you Derek. Derek-Is she sick. Mark-Sick uh no not sick she just really needs you. Derek sighs. Derek-Mark i can't not anymore Me and Meredith we are done i can't come back. Mark watches the tears well in Meredith's eyes as she climbs of the bed and walks to the bathroom. Derek-I can't keep fighting for something that is dead and buried she doesn't love me i don't think she ever did. Mark-Fine i gotta go yeah. Derek-Mark. Mark-Go be with Rose have your happy life i'll deal with this. Mark closes his phone and walks to the bathroom and hears Meredith throwing up. Mark-Can i come in. Meredith-Mark just give me a minute please. Mark moves back to the bed and watches the clock before he pushes open the bathroom door he finds Meredith sat on the floor with her head in her knees. Meredith-Morning sickness is brutal. Mark-Can i do anything. Meredith-No it's my decision Mark my life. Mark-I want to help if i can. Meredith-I just i don't know if i want this baby i don't know if i can do it without him. Mark-What's so special about Sheperd your Ellis Grey's kid. Meredith-So my Mom she has nothing to do with this. Mark-Mer you know you can do this. Meredith-Why do you care anyway if you think your in with a chance think again i'm not with you. Mark-Mer right from the start Me and You friends that's all i will be here i will support you. Meredith-Mark are you serious you don't know the first thing about a kid. Mark-Maybe not but it can't be that hard if you want this Mer i will be there so will George Izz Alex I'm sure even Cristina will help. TBC Edited by Natalie, Jan 24 2009, 11:35 PM.
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| Natalie | Jan 24 2009, 11:34 PM Post #2 |
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Meredith rests her head on Mark's shoulder as the sickness feeling rumbles through her stomach. Mark's cell starts ringing in his hand Derek's ID on the screen. Meredith-Answer it. Mark-Hello. Derek-What was the attitude for. Mark-Sorry i just having a bad day. Derek-Is Meredith is she ok. Mark-Yeah. Derek-Mark i do i do care but i just can't go there anymore we want different things. Mark-Yeah i understand that it's ok. Derek-Mark look after her for me. Mark-She doesn't need me to she is ok on her own. Derek-No she likes to think she is but she needs someone i thought that someone was me but i was wrong. Meredith gets up from the floor and walks back into her bedroom. Derek-Mark you there. Mark-Yeah sorry i'm here. Derek-I gotta go i'm due in surgery. Mark closes his phone and walks back into the bedroom. Mark-Mer what you gonna do. Meredith-Honestly no idea not a clue. Mark-Did You and Derek talk about kids. Meredith-Yeah but this will just be me no Derek he's in NY with Rose. Mark-Ok well no Derek so i can see you a Mom. Meredith-Me seriously. Mark-I'm not trying to push you into anything Mer i know youv'e had a rough couple of weeks. Meredith-Weeks yeah. Mark-Ok a rough life but make sure you are 100% sure before you decide anything. I'll be there as your friend whatever you need. Meredith-Why Mark you don't owe me anything. Mark-Me & You we are casualties from being inlove with Derek and Addison Sheperd. Meredith-Hardly Mark. Mark-Mer we are more alike than you like to think but it's up to you. Meredith nods as Mark walks to the door and leaves the room Meredith sighs heavily and climbs off her bed she grabs a pillow she stuffs it up her ratty dartmouth shirt and looks at herself in the mirror a small smile sneaks up on her face but she sighs again and throws the pillow back onto the bed. She heads downstairs and her house is so quiet she looks at the stack of dishes overspilling the sink the table cluttered with plates and crusty food. She sets about sorting through all the crap. Meredith-It actually worked Derek we made it work. Derek-Yeah it's amazing Meredith to know we saved that life the future lives we can save. Meredith-Worth the last 5 weeks of hell. Derek-Definetly maybe we will get published. Meredith-Maybe but i bet Richard will try and take the glory. Derek-It's his hospital. Meredith-He gave up on us Derek. Derek-What is with You and Richard lately. Meredith-I knew if we just tried harder we would do it we could get it right together. Derek-We did so we should go celebrate Joe's. Meredith-No somewhere quieter i just want to enjoy our moment. Derek-Ok the trailer it's quiet we can talk celebrate. Meredith reaches out for Derek's hand and they walk to her car and she drives to the trailer. Derek-Quiet enough. Meredith-Yes just perfect. Derek-Shall we open the champagne. Meredith-Definetly. Meredith sits on Derek's bed and he pours 2 glasses of champagne and sits next to her. Derek-Here's to us and our medical breakthrough. Meredith downs her drink and kisses Derek. Derek-Meredith what is this. Meredith-Don't you want too. Derek-With you i always yeah but we split up you don't want this. Derek kisses her back. Meredith-I want this now. Derek pulls her top up over her head and pushes her back onto the bed. Hours later Meredith wakes up naked with Derek's arms wrapped around her holding her close to his body she tries to pull out of his arms. Derek-Mer where are you going. Meredith-I have to go. Derek-Please stay. Meredith-I can't Derek i have to go. Derek-Stop running away from me please just stay let me love you. Meredith-I can't let anyone love me i'm a screw up in relationships. Derek-I love you Meredith and i know you feel the same way just be brave and accept it. Meredith shakes her head as she pulls on her jeans. Meredith-I'm not good for you, you want a wife kids you want anyone other than me i'm dark and twisty. Derek-Not to me we have done this dance so many times Meredith we have a chande take a chance let yourself be with me. Meredith-I can't i'm sorry i have to go. Meredith opens the door to the trailer and leaves as she hears Derek sigh loudly. The following afternoon she heads into the hospital and sees Derek he completly ignores her and when she is walking in his direction he turns and walks the other way. The following week she walks into the OR and sees Derek flirting and kissing a scrub nurse that she knows as Rose she turns around and walks away pretending she doesn't care. But as 3 weeks pass and she sees Derek with Rose all the time she sees him happy and smiling it has made her realise that she does want him and that she loves him but she knows she hurt him by his refusal to talk to her. It's only a week later when she realises that she is late and forces herself to take a home pregnancy test and the 2 blue lines appear she is pregnant with Derek's child she knows she has to tell him that she loves him that she does want him and that she is having his child. She tells Izzie her feelings for Derek and she conviences her to tell him she has nothing to lose. The following day Meredith is at the nurses work station mentally going over in her mind what she wants to say to Derek when she hears Rose gushing to all the other nurses that Derek is moving back to NY and he asked Rose to go with him. Meredith wants to scream at Rose and tell her Derek is hers but she is trying to deal with the shock that Derek is leaving. She spends the whole day watching him trying to find the chance to talk to him to tell him her feelings but he is either in surgery or with Rose and Mark. Izzie-Just tell him Meredith he might decide to stay. Meredith-Maybe it's to late iv'e hurt him to much. Izzie-He has waited forever for you to tell him you love him so go and tell him. Meredith takes a deep breath and walks down the corridor but bumps into Mark. Meanwhile at the hospital. Cristina-Where is Meredith. Izzie-She refused to get out of bed Mark stayed last night. Cristina-With Mer. Izzie-Yeah but apparently nothing happened they are just friends. Cristina-Richard is not happy he wants to see her. Izzie-What is going on with Her and the Chief they seem to really hate eachother lately. Cristina-She won't even talk to me so i don't know. Izzie pager beeps at her side. Izzie-I gotta go. Cristina nods and grabs her cellphone. TBC Edited by Natalie, Jan 24 2009, 11:36 PM.
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| Merderfann02 | Jan 25 2009, 12:02 AM Post #3 |
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| Natalie | Jan 25 2009, 08:24 PM Post #4 |
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Meredith sees her cell ringing on the side but ignores it knowing it's either Cristina or Mark. She pulls the plug for the sink and wqtches the water disapear down the drain the doorbell goes she walks to it and sees Richard Webber stood there she sighs and reluctantly opens the door. Richard-Well clearly you are not sick. Meredith-I never said i was sick. Richard-Then why are you not in work. Meredith-I can't be bothered. Richard-Meredith Grey what are you doing i'm sick of it this your whole attitude towards me recently has been bad but iv'e let it slide but no more. Meredith-I don't care Richard. Richard-That is how you speak to me speak to me the Chief of surgery your boss. Meredith-You are in my house you are not my boss your are not my friend you are the man that destroyed my life. Richard-I have lost my world class neuro-surgeon because of you. Meredith-Iv'e lost my Mom Dad my childhood everything because of you. Richard-What. Meredith-She loved you so such and you left her you broke her. Did you know she slit her wrists after you left. Richard-What no i never. Meredith-She loved you more than me more than my dad more than being a world class surgeon you you broke it all. Richard-Meredith please. Meredith-That kind of intense love terrifies me Derek he loved me like that but because of you because of my mom i broke him and he left me. Richard-Meredith i'm. Meredith-Don't you dare say you are sorry she blamed me for you leaving it's to late for sorry. Meredith storms into the kitchen and Richard stands there in shock not sure at first what to do but hearing Meredith's stifled sobs he walks towards the kitchen. Richard-Meredith. Meredith-You know i sat right there crying begging Mom to let me get help but all she would say was ''he left me'' over and over i had to wait until she passed out before i called an ambulance. Richard-Meredith i am so sorry i just i didn't know any of this. Meredith-Sorry it's to late for that i can't make it right it can't be fixed it was over 20yrs ago i should be over it. Richard-You were just a child and she put you through that i thought i was doing what was right. I did love your mom she knows i did but i had Adele i had to do the right thing. Meredith-Yes i know that. Richard-I never once thought Ellis would blame you never thought your father would leave and not see you it never crossed my mind.. May i. Meredith nods and Richard sits down. Richard-I'm sorry i blamed you for Derek leaving that isn't the case. Meredith-It is my fault though my fault you lost Derek he left because it hurt him to be near me. Richard-Derek is a grown man he chose to leave run away. Meredith-Do you blame him though. Richard-What can i do to help you. Meredith-Nothing Richard i have to sort this out fix it myself. Richard-Do you need some time from work. Meredith-Work i don't even know if i want to come back to the hospital be a surgeon. Seattle Grace ruined my Mom's life i don't want the same thing to happen to me. Richard-Meredith you are a very gifted surgeon much like your mother but you are not Ellis you are compassionate you care about your patients your mother although she was extrodinary she was all about the cutting. Meredith-My surgery skills are nowhere near a level to my Mom's. Richard-Yes they are, you are there and past her level look what you achieved with Derek. Meredith you are now able to save thousands of lives with the virus you both made you are going to get published you should be proud. Meredith-Derek is going to get published. Richard-If he is as smart as we believe him to be he will credit you. I know it was very hard for you i know i lost faith but you can be just as good a neuro surgeon as Derek if not better. Meredith-How is that possible my life is so screwed up and i might be making it worse. Richard-How so. Meredith-I'm pregnant. Richard-Is it Derek's. Meredith nods as a tear escapes down her cheek. Richard-Have you told him. Meredith-Only Mark knows i'm just not sure what i want to do iv'e only ever had my mother in my life and she well my childhood teenage years was horrible. I couldn't bear to do that to inflict that on my child how can i be a Mom. Richard-No-one knows sweetheart it isn't something that is programmed you just do it learn day by day. Meredith-If it doesn't happen like that. Richard-I have every faith in you Meredith Grey you will be a fantastic Mom. Meredith-It's so hard to make this decision i hate feeling it thinking things iv'e been thinking because it isn't my Baby's fault it deserves a chance at life i'm just not sure it should be me. Richard-Derek does he know. Meredith-He is happy with Rose he deserves to be happy i can't pring this on him. Richard-He has every right to know Meredith if you don't tell him when he finds out in a few months years it will be so much worse however you decide to proceed. Meredith-Mark called him told him i needed him told him to come home Derek hesistated his voice was torn tired and broken he said he couldn't do it anymore. Richard-Oh. Meredith-Richard i'm sorry for disrespecting you it wasn't my intention i'm just so angry with everything my mom got sick i never got the answers i desperately needed before she died. Susan died and my Dad hates me i have a sister working at the hospital who i hurt everyday by refusing to talk to. I'm thinking of just flying down to Boston meeting up with some old college friends try and clear my head. Richard-Will you come back. Meredith-Of course i just need to be away from her i have to come back for Cristina. Richard-I know i'm the villian of your story but i'm a good guy i just tried to do that right thing. Meredith-I know that now i'm sorry Richard. Richard squeezes Meredith's hand as Mark walks in through the back door. Richard-Dr Sloan. Mark-Chief. Richard-You call me when you are ready to come back. Meredith nods as Richard leaves. Mark-You told him. Meredith-Yes he told me to take some time and think things through not make any rash decisions. Mark-So basically everything i said then. Meredith-I'm going to Boston to see some friends to get some new scenery. Mark-Your leaving. Meredith-I will be back i have to come back Cristina needs me or i need her either way i will be back. Mark-You know if you don't i will hunt you down and drag your ass back here. Meredith smiles slightly and walks upstairs calling the airport as she packs up a bag. Mark drops her at the airport. Mark-What do i tell the others. Meredith-Just that i will be back just need to clear my head. Mark-Look after yourself Grey and if you need anything call me. Meredith walks towards departures and Mark watches after her wondering if this is the last time he will see her. He drives back to the hospital and finds Cristina pacing the locker room cussing under her breath because Meredith isn't answering her phone. Mark-Mer is on her way to Boston right now. Cristina-What why. Mark-She needed a change of scenery to clear her head but she will be back. Cristina-Is this because of Derek leaving. Mark-Yes and no. Cristina-Since when have you been her person she doesn't even like you. Mark-She's been through alot this last year her mom dying Susan Thatcher Lexi Derek You & Burke she just needed a break. Cristina-Bull she ran. Mark-She will be back and for only one person. Cristina-Yeah who's that then. Mark-You. Mark leaves that thought with Cristina and walks off. Meredith lands in Boston a few hours later and is sat in her hotel room she takes a deep breath and dials a number it rings a few times before going to answerphone. ''Hello this is Derek Sheperd i'm either in surgery or sleeping please leave a brief message name and contact number and i will try to get back to you'' Meredith-Hi uh it's me Meredith. I don't even know if you still have my number i just i need to tell you i need to tell you that i do love you i always have. I know it's late i'm always to late but i do love you. If you give me the chance i will talk to you tell you explain why i'm me why i was like i was. I know your angry and hurt but just please give me the chance to make it right between us. Thr other thing is i know i should tell you to your face but i'm a coward so i'm doing it this way. Derek i'm 8 weeks pregnant i'm having your baby our baby and i'm freaking out completly freaking out i don't even know the first thing about being a mother i don't know if i'm doing the right thing here so i need your help. If you can't or don't want to be involved i do understand i'll deal with it somehow but i just i want to believe that a part of you still loves me and you can give me that chance. I miss you so much when your not around and i know i hurt you but i just i'm pregnant please call me you have my cell number. I'm not in Seattle right now i'm in Boston visiting some friends so i just that's it really that's all i had to say. Meredith hangs up the phone and takes a really long breath and falls back into her pillows. Back in NY Derek is asleep and Rose picks up his cellphone and sees the missed call from Merdith she takes his cell and walks into the hall and paces back and forth as she listens to Meredith's voice and her rambling. She stands by the door watching Derek sprawled out on the bed and she just can't give him up she deletes the call and clears his call log. TBC Edited by Natalie, Jan 25 2009, 08:33 PM.
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| Merderfann02 | Jan 26 2009, 12:25 AM Post #5 |
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I never liked rose! she is ridiculous please updat soon |
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| Natalie | Jan 26 2009, 02:02 PM Post #6 |
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Meredith lies on her bed with her cell phone in her hand waiting desperately for Derek to call back but no call comes. The following day is the same she grows more helpless more desperate waiting for him to call but as the time flies she realises he isn't calling he either doesn't believe her or just doesn't want to be involved. Her friends from college arrive and she leaves the hotel and spends the week with them they talk about everything her baby if she is doing the right thing getting views from people who don't know Derek or their relationship helps Meredith immensly and she makes her decision. She calls Derek again and leaves him a hateful message full of her pain this message though Derek picks up. Meredith-I can't believe you wouldn't call i needed you to call and i needed your help. I hate you Derek Sheperd this is the biggest thing ever in my life and you don't want to be there be involved well screw you i can do it on my own i don't need you so stay the hell away. Derek-What the hell was that all about. Rose-What babe. Derek-Meredith left me a voicemail screaming at me. Rose-What did she say. Derek-Just that she can't believe i didn't call and she can do it on her own i have no idea what she is going on about. Rose-Maybe she was drunk. Derek-She didn't sound like she was. Rose-Babe just ignore it change your number. Derek-I can't change my number maybe i should call her. Rose-Derek no please she is the past stop thinking you need to check on her she can survive on her own. Derek looks at Rose's face and closes his phone. Derek-Yeah i know sorry. When Rose goes of to surgery Derek calls Meredith and leaves his own voicemail. Derek-Why would i want to be involved in anything to do with you. I gave you every chance i wanted you wanted forever to marry you live with you everything Meredith i want the fairytale with you and you pushed me away. So maybe i hate you too i hate you for letting me waste so much time on you on our relationship if you can call what we had a relationship. Don't contact me anymore i don't want to know anything about You or your life. Meredith listens to the voicemail and the hate in Derek's voice is evident she bursts into tears and when she is all cried out vows that will be the last time she cries over Derek Sheperd. Back in Seattle As the 2 weeks are up Cristina is nervous although she won't admit it. Cristina-Why are you so happy. Mark-What's to be sad about. Cristina-She won't come back. Mark-Oh so that little brunette stood behind you talking to the Chief can't possibly be Meredith Grey. Cristina turns and sees Meredith. Cristina-She runs why is she here Meredith runs away. Mark-Not anymore. Mark walks towards Meredith and pulls her into his arms. Mark-Well. Meredith-My baby is still here Derek he doesn't want to know. Mark-Derek seriously. Meredith-Listen to the message he left me the hate in his voice Mark he either doesn't believe me or just he doesn't want to know. Mark-Let me call him i'll kick his ass. Meredith-No please don't he knows Mark he made that decision i'm ok. Mark-Your not ok. Meredith-Getting there what's with Cristina. Mark-Oh Yang thought you would run away and never come back she can't believe your here. Meredith-She is going to freak when i tell her. Mark-You telling people. Meredith-Cristina i have to tell her she is my person. Mark-Me too. Meredith-Yeah you too. Mark's pager beeps on his hip. Mark-Gotta go see you tonight. Meredith nods and walks towards Cristina. TBC |
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| Merderfann02 | Jan 26 2009, 09:45 PM Post #7 |
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ok i REALLY hate rose!! but i REALLY lovee this story Please update soon |
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| Grey13 | Jan 26 2009, 11:53 PM Post #8 |
 
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I really love this story! Please update soon!!! |
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| Natalie | Jan 27 2009, 01:33 AM Post #9 |
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Meredith grabs Cristina's hand and they head into an on call room she locks the door behind them. Cristina-Well i'm surprised you came back. Meredith-I was always coming back Cris i just needed to clear my head. Cristina-You run i know you i thought you weren't coming back. Meredith-It crossed my mind i won't deny that but no i had to come back. Cristina-Why what is going on. Meredith-Ok promise not to freak out. Cristina-Mer what is it. Meredith-I'm pregnant 8 weeks gone. Cristina's legs seem to fall from under her and she falls onto the bed. Meredith-I'm the one who is supposed to freak out but thanks. Meredith sits next to her. Cristina-Your having a baby you Meredith Grey baby. Meredith-Yes Me i'm having a baby. Cristina-Wow i mean wow. Meredith-Cris it's ok. Cristina-Your not freaking out. Meredith-No not freaking out i was at first but i'm ok with it now i can be a mom. Cristina-Who's the father god please tell me it isn't Mark Sloan. Meredith-Mark is just my friend a good friend the father is Derek. Cristina-What how you split like 3 months ago. Meredith-We slept together we were celebrating our success in the clinical trial i took advantage. Cristina-You took advantage of Derek. Meredith-Cris it doesn't matter how and why it happened it just did. Cristina-Does he know. Meredith-Yeah i told him he either doesn't believe me or iv'e hurt him to much. Cristina-You a mom. Meredith-I know me a mom iv'e thought things through i'm sure i can do it i know i can. Cristina-Yeah you can i mean babies toxic but i will i'll help i don't know what to do but i'll help. Meredith-Thank-you. Cristina-Are you gonna tell Izzie she will go nuts you think she is bad at christmas babies she is gonna be like freakin mary poppins on drugs. Meredith-Cristina. Cristina-Sorry sorry so a mom i mean wow. Meredith-Yeah it's big. They both push themselves back on the bed so they are resting against the wall. Cristina-It's huge. Meredith-Do you think i will have a huge bump. Cristina-Remember Bailey her bump was massive she didn't walk she waddled. Meredith-Damn. Cristina-Don't be calling me all hours of the night for your craving runs. Meredith-Why not. Cristina-Are you gonna start eating all the gross food. Meredith-I don't know maybe iv'e not had much morning sickness a bit but not to bad. Cristina-I can't believe Sheperd though not wanting to be involved with his kid i always thought he was obsessed with the fairytale he wanted a house a millions of kids with you. Meredith-I broke him Cris that's i broke him. Cristina-Are you gonna kick Alex and Izzie out. Meredith-What why would i. Cristina-Well you need the space a room for the baby kick Alex out. Meredith-We will sort something out i'm not kicking anyone out. Cristina-I suppose i'll have to start staying at my apartment now. Meredith-Why. Cristina-You still want me to stay over. Meredith-Yeah of course nothing is gonna change for months yet i like having you around. Cristina's pager beeps at her hip. Cristina-Gotta go. Meredith-Cris. Cristina-Yeah. Meredith-Thanks for the support. Cristina-Your my person. Meredith smiles as Cristina leaves she leans her head back against the wall and closes her eyes as the door opens again. Lexie-Oh crap i uh i um i'm sorry i can go. Meredith-No no please i'm leaving it's ok. Lexie steps into the room. Lexie-Um hi Meredith. Meredith-Hi Lexie. Lexie-Can i ask you something. Meredith-Sure. Lexie-Do you hate me. Meredith-No i don't hate you. Lexie-You just you don't talk to me. Meredith-I know i just it's hard for me to see you to be around you knowing you had the life i craved with our dad. Lexie-Oh i thought you just didn't like me. Meredith-Of course not Lexie just iv'e had alot going on this last year and you being here is a shock but maybe we could try you know i'm making changes. We could go for a drink talk maybe things i don't know. Lexie-A drink would be good. Meredith-Get some sleep you look shattered. Lexie-I'm on like my 36th hour. Meredith-I remember that is Cristina ok. Lexie-Um she's kinda scary but she's a good teacher. Meredith-You will learn alot from her i should go. Lexie-Um Meredith thank-you. Meredith-I'm yeah it's not i don't know what to do sisters you know that stuff but i'm a doctor here if you ever need any help. Lexie-Thank-you. Meredith nods and walks out of the room meeting Mark in the corridor. Meredith-Mark. Mark-Yeah. Meredith-Thank-you. Mark-For what. Meredith-Being a friend when i needed it. Mark-Anytime Grey listen if it's a boy ever thought of Mark. Meredith laughs and walks off. Mark-I'm serious Mark Grey has a certain ring to it. Meredith-No Mark. Mark-See you tonight i'll bring pizza. Meredith-See you later Mark. She arrives home and flops down on the sofa as her tummy rolls she smiles and puts her hand on her tummy. Meredith-Hi baby. Meredith sighs and laughs to herself. Meredith-Talking to a baby that will grow up to hate me please don't hate me. Alex-Who you talking too. Meredith-Alex what the hell are you doing here. Alex-I live here. Meredith-Yeah but your supposed to be at work. Alex-Yeah forgot my pager Bailey is kicking my ass. So how was Boston. Meredith-Boston was good needed the break. Alex-Are you kicking me out. Meredith-No why. Alex-I just thought with Sheperd gone you not going to work you might be selling up moving away. Meredith-I just had a few things to sort out but no i'm not moving not selling so i still want this months rent. Alex-Cool better go see you tonight. TBC |
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| Merderfann02 | Jan 27 2009, 01:47 AM Post #10 |
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| indigoscrubs | Jan 27 2009, 09:36 AM Post #11 |
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ummm ok i was loving your new fic up until rose was an evil bitch ...now im in a seriously foul mood im fuming i hope u make sure rose gets what she deserves and soon ...... i would get mark to ring Derek !!!! i am really scared to read the next update |
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| Natalie | Jan 27 2009, 11:23 AM Post #12 |
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Don't worry Liz Rose won't figure much in this story promise  As the months pass Meredith settles into her pregnancy really well much to her friends worry. They are stood by the sidelines waiting for the freak-out to happen but it never comes never happens. They can't help but laugh as Meredith gets all emotional over the colour of the nursery and the first outfit that Izzie bought the baby the first baby scan in which Meredith forced Cristina to go to. Alex was kicked out of his bedroom but only to the loft and Meredith Izzie and Mark decorate his bedroom for the babies nursery. Meredith is trying really hard with Lexie trying to be a good sister it's hard for Meredith but she is determined to try. That week Meredith is walking down the corridor a little over 5 months gone her bump on proud display she is listening to a voicemail on her phone. She knows it's daft but she saved the voicemails she sent Derek and the one he sent her she just likes to hear his voice even if it is full of hate. Mark-Mer. Meredith-Hey. Mark-What you doing. Meredith-Listening to a voicemail. Mark-From who. Meredith-Ok fine it's the one Derek sent me it's stupid but i just like to hear his voice. Mark-You still miss him. Meredith-All the time it's stupid i know because he hates me. Mark-You still love him. Meredith-Again stupid i know but yeah. Mark-Not stupid. Meredith wipes a tear from her cheek. Mark-Hey listen you wanna scrub in with me got a breast reconstruction. Meredith-Sure. Mark puts his arm around Meredith's shoulder as they walk off. Later that morning. Izzie-He actually did it. Cristina-Did what. Izzie-He credited Mer for the clinical trial her name and picture everything is in the magazine. Alex-Mer's famous. Cristina-Wow go Mer bad picture but go Mer. Alex-Wasn't that picture Mer's birthday remember i was stood on her right you on her left she was a little drunk. Izzie-Derek took the picture i remember it. Alex-He kept pictures of her that's kinda weird. Izzie-Not weird he loves her Alex. Cristina-Do we tell Meredith. Alex-No point in hiding it from her she will find out eventully. Alex hands Cristina the magazine and they walk off. Meredith has scrubbed out from Mark's surgery and is walking down the hall. Lexie-Dr Grey there you are. Meredith-Hi yeah are you ok. Lexie-Yeah um Dr Webber is looking for you the nurses keep paging me. Meredith looks down at her pager and realises the batteries have died. Meredith-Sorry dead batteries i better go and see him. Lexie-Ok. Meredith walks towards the Chief's office and finds Mark sat there with him. Chief-Meredith. Mark-Hey Mer. Meredith-What's going on. Chief-Mer have you seen this month's Doctorate magazine. Meredith-No not yet why. Mark shows Meredith the magazine a picture of Derek on the front-cover. Meredith-He got published brilliant. Chief-Open it. Meredith opens the magazine and she sees her picture and cringes. Chief-The Sheperd-Grey Method he credited you for half of it Meredith. Meredith-Really oh wow um ok that's good right. Chief-Fantastic the board are so happy. Meredith-Why the face then. Chief-We have a problem. Mark-Yeah we kinda do. Meredith-What. Chief-The board as you can imagine are ectastic with this Seattle Grace Hospital in the magazine two of their doctor's. Meredith-Yeah ok. Chief-Meredith it's a big deal this clinical trial especially for you, your mother being Ellis. Meredith-Chief. Chief-They are making a big deal press conferences interviews joint interviews. Meredith-Oh. Mark-Basically Mer the board are making you go to LA to attend a series of press junket with Derek. Meredith-What oh i can't. Chief-I told them that you can't fly due to your pregnancy so they are insisting on a train or driving they said you have to be there. They are taking it out of my hands i don't have a choice. Meredith-Um crap crap crap crap. Meredith gets up and starts pacing the room twirling the watch on her wrist. Chief-They are expecting you tomorrow Meredith iv'e given Mark the time off to go with you he is going to drive. Mark-Mer i will be there the whole time. Chief-I am sorry Meredith i tried everything but the board they overruled my every step. Meredith-Um it's ok i'm yeah ok. Mark takes Meredith's hand and leads her out of the office and they leave the hospital. Back in LA. Derek-Can you tell me what time Meredith Grey is arriving. Nurse-I'm awaiting an email from Chief Webber just bear with me. Rose-Meredith is coming here. Derek-The board are forcing us to do a joint press junket. Rose-Oh Meredith here with you. Derek-It's ok Rose strictly professional i don't think of her that way anymore. Rose-Oh i um oh i better go i'm in surgery with Dr Prescott. Rose walks off her face a picture of horror. Nurse-Ok Dr Webber has emailed me and said Dr Grey will be arriving tomorrow morning she cannot fly due to her condition. Derek-Her condition what condition this is crap she is supposed to be here tonight the first press junket starts tonight. Derek storms off and grabs his phone dialling a number he has programmed in his head even if deleted from his phone. Mark is stood in Meredith's bedroom as she freaks out putting stuff in a bag she don't need that Mark laughs and takes back out. Her cell phone starts ringing and her heart stops beating to see Derek's name on the screen. Meredith-It's Derek. Mark-Answer it Mer. Meredith takes a deep breath and answers the phone. Derek-Meredith. Meredith-Um hi Derek. Derek-Why can't you fly today the first press junket starts at 8pm you have to be there. Meredith-I can't fly Derek you know that. Derek-Why the hell not i gave you the credit Meredith i gave you what you deserved you need to be here. Meredith's head starts spinning is he really that stupid. Derek-If it's just because your scared about flying i knw you freak out but you are perfectly safe. Meredith-Scared of flying no not that. Derek- I'll fly out and get you myself i'll sit next to you, you will be ok. Meredith-No it's not that. Derek-Then be here you have to be here Meredith. Meredith-Tomorrow Derek i will be there in the morning. Meredith hangs up the phone and it drops from her hands it falls to the floor. Mark-Mer what is it. Meredith-He doesn't know. Mark-What. Meredith-Derek he doesn't know i'm pregnant Mark he doesn't know. Mark-You said he knew you told him. Meredith-Voicemail i left him a voicemail he got it i know he got it. Mark-Mer. Meredith-He had to of got it he had to he had my other voicemail he replied oh god he doesn't know. Mark-Shit Mer what do. 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| indigoscrubs | Jan 27 2009, 09:15 PM Post #13 |
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DUN DUN DUN i sense a skanky scrub nurse is gonna be in huge trouble hehehehehehe bring on the press junket WOO HOO ...and please Meredith Grey don't lie about who the babies father is .. and seriously for a brain man hes kinda thick lol she couldn't fly due to her condition LOL how dense are u Derek shepherd LOL |
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| indigoscrubs | Jan 27 2009, 09:26 PM Post #14 |
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| Grey13 | Jan 27 2009, 10:54 PM Post #15 |
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I hope Derek finds out soon!! Please update soon!!! |
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| Merderfann02 | Jan 27 2009, 11:22 PM Post #16 |
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omg! rose is SCREWED (yey!!!) please please update soon! i LOVE this story |
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| Natalie | Jan 28 2009, 12:31 AM Post #17 |
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Meredith just stares into space not speaking not even breathing. Mark-Mer what are you going to do. Meredith-Mark he doesn't know all this time i thought he didn't want to know. Mark-A voicemail Mer i thought you said you talked to him. Meredith-It was his voicemail i know it was his it went to his phone he got it he had to of got the message. Mark-This weekend is going to be hell. Meredith-I can't go i can't. Meredith begins pacing the length of her bedroom floor twirling her watch around and around her wrist. Mark-Mer you have to go what happened to my brave Meredith Grey. Meredith-She ran away. Mark-Meredith. Meredith-I can't tell him i just can't show up pregnant i can't do that to him he will freak out. Meredith starts taking clothes out of her bag and flinging them across the room muttering under her breath so fast Mark can't make out what she is saying. Mark-Mer calm down and breathe. Mark puts both of his hands on her shoulders and pushes her to sit down on the bed he kneels on his knees in front of her. Mark-Breathe Mer. Meredith-Mark what do i do. Mark-Tell him you have to tell him Mer. You still have the voicemail you sent to him the time date should be there the number you sent it to.. Meredith-Saved in my phone. Mark-Give him that let him listen to it. Meredith-It's not enough is it i say i love him but and think he doesn't want to be involved with our baby iv'e screwed up. Mark-Mer please look you have come so far in the last 5 months don't let it all fall apart. I know your freaking out but he has to know. Meredith-Black clothes i need my long black cardigan black hides bad stuff. Mark-Honestly Mer you are tiny your bump is the most obvious thing. Derek will listen to you just be honest tell him how it happened obviously not the sex part but the other stuff. Meredith-Mark don't joke. Mark-Sorry but once you tell him you will feel better he will understand yeah maybe he will be angry but give him a chance. Meredith nods uneasily as Mark grabs her stuff. Mark-Get changed and i'll meet you downstairs hurry up it's already 12pm and we got along drive. Meredith pulls open her wardrobe and hunts down her long black cardigan she wears her black jeans and a long flowy top. Not something she would normally wear it's maternity clothes Izzie made her buy she stands in the mirror and her bump is hidden pretty well she sighs and walks down the stairs. Mark looks at her and chuckles under his breath as they walk to his SUV. Mark-Just relax try to sleep and we will be there in no time. Meredith-Mark you have to drive for like 17hrs i can't fall asleep on you. Mark-Fine talk to me then. Meredith-About what. Mark-Anything humour me. As they drive Meredith and Mark chat about everything possible completly unrelated to Derek. They stop a few times on the way Mark is very happy as he is making the drive in record time. Meredith must fall asleep as she wakes up with Mark calling her name and gently nudging her to move. Mark-Mer wake up. Meredith-I fell asleep. Mark-Such big noise from a tiny person how the hell did Derek sleep. Meredith-Shut up. Mark-We are here. Meredith-What is the time. Mark-A little after 4am i made the journey in record time well proud. Meredith-Why are we outside LA General. Mark-Derek is inside the hospital. Meredith-What no i can't do it now no i can't Mark. Mark-It's the best time there is no-one around his office is the 3rd floor 24b. Meredith-How do you know all this stuff. Mark-I know people just go Mer i'll be right here. Meredith hesistates in opening the door but Mark leans across and does it for her. Mark-Just tell him and don't even think of telling me he isn't there i have my spies remember. Meredith wraps her cardigan around herself and walks slowly towards the building she presses the button for the elevator and heads to the third floor she walks along the deserted corridor until she finds Derek's office she gently knocks the door and gets no reply she pushes it open and heads inside sitting on the couch in the darkness of his office. Meredith sits there flinching at any sound she hears her heart completly stops as she hears Derek's voice outside the room. Rose-I'm gonna go home sleep see you later. Derek-Ok i'm on for another few hours i'll come home and get some sleep then i have this press junket with Meredith if she even shows up. Rose-You think she might not show. Derek-I doubt it but i think if Richard has anything to do with it he will force her to come. What condition could she possibly have that stops her flying you can hardly call her fear of flying a condition it's just excuses. Rose cringes at Derek's words as does Meredith he really doesn't know she unloosens her cardigan trying to hide her bump atleast until she has told him. Rose-See you later. Derek-Ok bye. Derek watches Rose leave and pushes open his door switching on the light. Meredith-Hi. Derek-Crap Meredith what the hell are you trying to give me a heart-attack. Meredith-Sorry i didn't mean to scare you. Derek-What are you doing here sat in the dark. Meredith-Waiting for you i need to talk to you. Derek-About what. Meredith-Did you get my voicemail. Derek-Yeah thanks for that it was nice to know you hate me. Meredith-I didn't mean what i said you didn't call. Derek-Why would i call Meredith you ended it remember right after we made love i told you i loved you and you left. Meredith-My first voicemail it was i thought you listened to it that just maybe you didn't want to know. Derek-I honestly have no idea what you are talking about the only voicemail i got from you was you saying you couldn't believe i hadn't called and that you hated me i had no idea what you were going on about. Meredith takes out her cellphone and dials her voicemail. Meredith-Listen to the message please Derek. Derek-Meredith please what is this about. Meredith-Listen to the message Derek. Derek sighs and takes Meredith's cell putting it to his ear. ''Message one saved in outbox sent may 22nd at 21.15'' Meredith watches Derek's face as it goes from bewildered to complete shock and she is sure even anger bubbling in his eyes. Meredith-Derek i'm sorry. Derek-Is it true you were pregnant. Meredith-I am pregnant Derek. Meredith stands up and undoes the tie on her cardigan Derek's eyes fall on her bump and he sinks into his chair. TBC |
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| indigoscrubs | Jan 28 2009, 01:40 AM Post #18 |
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BYE BYE ROSE ..well she better be going bye bye ..she will if i ahve anything to do with i will kick her ass all the way to skanky nurse land |
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| Merderfann02 | Jan 28 2009, 01:40 AM Post #19 |
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uhh ohh someones in BIG trouble!! Im glad mer told him tho Loved the update |
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| greys5824 | Jan 28 2009, 04:54 AM Post #20 |
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SNAP...Good bye rose. Can't wait for the next update |
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| indigoscrubs | Jan 28 2009, 05:12 AM Post #21 |
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| Natalie | Jan 28 2009, 11:07 PM Post #22 |
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Meredith sits back on the sofa looking at Derek he isn't moving doesn't even appear to be breathing. Meredith-Derek say something please. Derek-Your voicemail i never got it. Meredith-I sent it Derek i'm sorry. Derek-I just i never got it. Your condition when Richard said you couldn't fly i should of known. Meredith-Yes. Derek-Richard knows. Meredith-Yes he knows. Derek-How did you get here. Meredith-Drove well Mark drove. Derek-Mark he knows. Meredith-Yes. Derek-They all everyone knows and they think i don't want anything to do with my kid. Meredith-I'm sorry i know it's bad. Derek-Bad you have no idea Meredith no idea at all. Meredith-I know i should of told you to your face i know that and i am sorry so sorry but i was a coward. Derek-That you are. Meredith-Derek. Derek-Oh i'm sorry was that rude. Meredith-I know this is bad and i am sorry. Derek-You hated me that much. Meredith-No Derek i love you. Derek-Bull you don't know what love is Meredith. Meredith-Listen if your gonna be rude and bitch at me i'm going. Meredith gets up to leave. Derek-No please don't i just need to get my head around it i'm gonna be a dad. Meredith-Derek i know it's huge but you can it's up to you what you want to do. Derek's pager beeps at his hip. Derek-Dammit. Meredith-I have to go to the hotel Mark he drove for like 15hrs he needs to sleep. Derek-Meredith this is mad. Meredith-Yeah but it's real. Meredith gently reaches out for Derek's hand and puts it on her bump. Meredith-It's real Derek all real. Derek's pager beeps again. Derek-Dammit i have to go. Meredith-I'll be at the hotel. Derek-The hotel ok. Meredith leaves the office tying her cardigan around herself and walks past Rose not even recognising her. Rose-Meredith Grey. Meredith-Uh yeah oh Rose. Rose-Your here you actually came here. Meredith-I had to. Rose-He knows about your baby. Meredith-Oh uh yeah um how do you know. Rose-What. Meredith-How do you know i'm pregnant. Rose-Your bump it's obvious. Meredith-No no it isn't Derek didn't notice oh my god it was you. Rose-What. Meredith-You, you deleted my message he never knew because of you. Rose-I crap i love him Meredith i want him in my life. You don't deserve him you don't love him. Meredith-It's all you i thought he didn't want to be involved with his baby you made me hate him you made me feel alone that i had to do this alone. Rose-He won't believe you. Meredith walks away from Rose anger pumping through her body she walks towards the car. TBC |
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| Merderfann02 | Jan 29 2009, 01:25 AM Post #23 |
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i hope mer tells der about what rose did shes a bitch! please update soon |
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| indigoscrubs | Jan 29 2009, 02:36 AM Post #24 |
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NATALIE GET BACK HER DON'T U DARE LEAVE US LIKE THAT !!!!!!  get rid of rose NOW !!!! before i kill her myself ...nothing better happen to meredith's baby either if rose hurts her !!!!!! arrggghhh at the mere mention of rose's name i turn into angry women personified she just makes my blood boil hehehe and your an awesome writer to make me feel like that about her hehehehe |
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| Grey13 | Jan 29 2009, 11:43 PM Post #25 |
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I hate Rose. Meredith should tell Derek soon about what Rose did! Can't wait for the next one!!! |
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