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Natalie Jun 23 2009, 06:46 PM


Thanks for all the fab comments guys it's really nice to see you are all liking my story.
It's still angsty and Meredith is still very much broken but will gradually get better she has a few more demons to face.


Derek is sat on the sofa Belle sat at the other end however much he begged her not to he found himself watching Enchanted he tried to look like he was watching the dvd and not worrying about Meredith.
He glances down at Belle and she has fallen asleep Derek gently wakes her and sends her up to bed he follows her to make sure she is ok before heading back downstairs as he switches the lights off Belle's phone vibrates on the coffee table he picks it up and see's Meredith caller ID.

Derek-Hello.

Meredith-Oh um hi.

Derek-Belle's in bed asleep.

Meredith-Oh ok i'll call back tomorrow.

Derek-Meredith talk to me please.

Meredith-I what do you want me to say.

Derek-Can we meet just to talk please you owe me that much.

Meredith-I can't Derek i broke you why do you want to see me you should hate me.

Derek-I do a little part of me hates you but a bigger part worries and still loves you, you are my wife Meredith.

Meredith-Derek please.

Derek-Meredith stop just stop running and trust me i'm here i have always been here.

Meredith-I just i will talk to you i have stuff to do things i need to sort out.

Derek-Are you in Seattle.

Meredith-Yes.

Derek-Mer are you ok.

Meredith-I don't know i just i have to go i'll call you.

The line goes dead and Derek sighs he is now even more worried he wonders where she is and what she is doing on her own.
The following day Derek takes Belle on a tour of the city he takes her to the space needle and all his favourite places.
That evening he is in the kitchen when Belle walks in holding her cell.

Derek-Belle.

Belle-Mom hasn't called yet.

Derek-Oh.

Belle-She calls every-night i tried calling but it just rings.

Derek-I'm sure she's ok she will call.

Belle-It's just tomorrow is a bad day for Mom & i guess you too.

Derek-You know about tomorrow.

Belle-It's your wedding anniversary and the anniversary of George & Izie'a death it's a bad day for Mom.

Derek-I you know all about that.

Belle-Mom told me all about them she talks about you i know i didn't know you but mom made sure you were a constant in my life through old pictures and stories about you being together.

Derek-Oh Belle.

Belle-Dad Mom is sad really sad she has been for a while she was seeing a special doctor in NY.

Derek-What kind of doctor.

Belle-I don't know but she has a weird name.

Derek-What's the name.

Belle-Suzanna Schwartz i think i can try and spell it.

Derek reconises the name and knows she is a counsellor & psychologist specialist the best in her field.

Belle-Dad i know Mom loves you.

Derek-Yeah.

Belle-I know you have Rachel but Mom never had any one else no-one important anyway.

Derek can't help the smile knowing or atleast Belle saying Mer still loves him gives him hope and it feels good he pulls his daughter into his arms and hugs her.
The following day is Wednesday Derek wakes up in a dark mood and his mind races as to what the day is going to hold he has 3 surgeries and a board meeting he can't get out off so Belle is staying with Lexi.
He arrives at the hospital and walks through the reception to be confronted by Cristina.

Cristina-Is it true.

Derek-Dr Hunt.

Cristina-Is it true is she here.

Derek-They both are.

Cristina-Is she ok.

Derek-I don't think so i don't know she won't talk to me.

Cristina-Today is wednesday i went this morning.

Derek-I'll go later Meredith knows what today is i don't know what she is doing but she knows.
I just wish i knew if she was ok.

Cristina-You still love her.

Derek doesn't answer at looks at the elevator.

Derek-I'm scheduled for surgery i really have to go.

Cristina nods as Derek leaves he completes his surgeries back to back and sits his board meeting he finishes a little after 10pm and it's raining yet again as he runs to his car.
He gets to the exit of the hospital and if he turns left it takes him home to his big house and if he turns him right it takes him to Meredith's old house Derek finds himself indicating right and he pulls away soon pulling up outside a house seeing an unfamilar car on the drive he pulls up and walks up the long path and he finds Meredith sat on the wooden porch drinking from a tequila bottle.

Derek-Meredith.

Meredith-Oh hi.

Derek-You ok.

Meredith-Iv'e been sat here all day since just sat here watching all day.

Derek-Meredith.

Meredith-Today is Wednesday July 16th 2009.

Derek-It's Wednesday.

Meredith breaths out heavily as she looks up at Derek.

Meredith-Today is our or would of been our 13th wedding anniversary the 13th anniversary of George & Izzie's death the 13th year of Alex leaving.

Meredith downs more tequila

Meredith-Drinking best way to toast Izzie i think but George he hated my tequila binges but Alex was a tequila drinker exactly like me.

Derek takes the bottle and downs a mouthful and shakes his head as it hits him the vile taste.

Meredith-You drink tequila now.

Derek-It's a toast to absent friends.

Meredith-Absent family they were my family both of them.

Meredith raises her bottle and Derek looks up at her.

Meredith-To Izzie Stevens my family my friend my just to Izzie and to George my family my friend and my one time lover big mistake that was.

Derek smiles as Meredith giggles a little at her drunken words.

Meredith-To Alex Karev where in the world you are i hope your happy and safe.

Derek takes the tequila and downs another mouthful.

Derek-Izzie George and Alex.

Meredith-I miss it everyday.

Derek-Izzie George & Alex.

Meredith-All of it everything every day.

Derek-Have you been inside.

Meredith-I don't have a key i lost it years ago.

Derek pulls his keys from his pocket and hands them to Meredith.

Derek-Now you have a key.

TBC
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