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| The bad stuff; Suicide, cutting, smoking, etc | |
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| tricksterchild | Apr 10 2006, 02:55 PM Post #121 |
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Wicc. that was beautiful. My mom's a perfectionisnt too. I could be populaur, but since I'm not big in dating and don't wear make up, I'm a cool nerd. |
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| WiccaGem18536 | Apr 11 2006, 03:36 AM Post #122 |
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I buy clothes for comfort, or if they have dragons on, so I sort of stay out of popularity. Sides, I'm too smart to be accepted by them. I'm in top set for every lesson, I know no one else who has done this. And the lessons without sets, the teachers keep complimenting me. I am the only one in school who doesn't mind being called teachers pet. Probably because it means I've worked hard, when the popular people just have to look good and break rules occasionally. Meh. I don't wear make up either. But I do wear necklaces with spiritual meanings. They are far cooler than any fashion label, in my mind anyway. More Hugs For Everybody! (random hugs there, but I know you guys could do with them)
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| Duskfeather | Apr 12 2006, 09:26 PM Post #123 |
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I pretty much hate my life. I really need a boyfriend like Robin or Beast Boy to cheer me up... I really can't believe how low the world has sunk. Everyone thinks it's bad to be a decent person. I wrote a story in school about four good kids whose Dad was a bad influence. Joey was the only one that wouldn't act under the influence, but I made it vaguely similar to Real Life by having him convinced that no one would like him because he was a good student. All four of the four kids were based on the Wilson family; Grant, Joey/Jericho, Rose, and Jared (the OC from one of my friends on DeviantART)! I've considered suicide at least once. I went into a state of all-out misery after January 16. On the pavement side of Car Riders, there are those spoiled girls that are always wearing gross stuff. Those brats even punch me! On the other side are the rowdy boys that constantly swear, invite other people to their house to get high, the Government apparently allows underage people to drink as long as their parents were around, and the kid's parents were actually just fine with that! And they keep on telling me that people wanted to do increasingly perverted stuff to me. And the people they were talking about said they would never do anything with me... I'm the most hated girl in Lady's Island Middle... At least I can find comfort in Kingdom Hearts 2! |
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| AiOrikasa | Apr 12 2006, 09:29 PM Post #124 |
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I don't know what to say to that. Hopefully things will go better for ya. But don't do suicide it wouldn't make it better. It would show that those brats and those high guys are stronger than you. I know Duskfeather that you are stronger than them.
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| Shadow Avenger | Apr 12 2006, 09:45 PM Post #125 |
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I decided that I would come here after I posted my latest chapter of RBB because I touch on certain issues that affected me in that chapter. I deal with a character dealing with the urge to kill himself and another using his past suicide thoughts to convince the first one not to go through with it. For a few years of my life, I was indeed suicidal. I was so...isolated from everyone else that the loneliness started to eat away at my soul like a cancer. I was treated like crap most of the time by kids at the Catholic school I attended. For kids who had been taught the Bible and the ways of Jesus, "Do unto others" didn't seem to click with them. And when they found out of my desired death, they vowed that they would be better and that they were sorry. And that would last all of a week if not two. I got transferred and made friends but sadly, those little %^$*^@s have scarred me for life. I have trouble trusting people-even my own friends and that makes me so angry. Thank God I have boxing for an outlet of my rage. Right now I'm working on strengthening my friendship with my best friend and I couldn't be happier. There are times where I still feel the depression of so many years ago...but then I always look at my high school yearbook and all those signitures in there and realize that I made it to the Promised Land. |
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| The Great Alaskan Snow Dog | Apr 12 2006, 09:53 PM Post #126 |
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Well said, Shadow Avenger. I'm proud of you all for making it through... life is tough, but we've just got to hang in there and stay strong. <3 you guys! Best of luck with your difficult scenarios, and if anyone needs someone to just listen, I'll always be here. ^^ |
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| Spazz | Apr 12 2006, 10:11 PM Post #127 |
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...So're you over it, SA? I hope so. =(
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| Shadow Avenger | Apr 12 2006, 10:25 PM Post #128 |
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I'm over it. Like I said, there are times where I feel just as bad as I did back then but then I look forward to going to the gym in the morning with my buddy and the few times I can make it to the boxing gym in the evening. I suppose I really wanted to get this off my chest hence why I came in here. Boxing is a good outlet because you can picture whatever or whoever made you feel bad on that bag and just smack the hell out of it. |
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| Al | Apr 13 2006, 12:48 AM Post #129 |
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You are not alone, my friend. I also went to a crappy Catholic school. Or, as I have just now dubbed it, a "Crapolic school." No offense to Catholacism, but...it was a bad school. Hell, there weren't even any nuns! How is it a Catholic school without nuns?! Anyway, it was a bad school, with a hypocritical principal, crowded classrooms (they squeezed all the 6th, 7th and 8th graders into one room) and one bona fide pedophile as the PE coach. We all have suicidal thoughts, at one point or another in our life. The important thing is to be strong. Find something to hold onto and cling for dear f*cking life. God, I need to get a punching bag... |
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| WiccaGem18536 | Apr 13 2006, 03:01 AM Post #130 |
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Hey, I've read your Titans boxing fic! It's the best, honestly! You guys should read it too, it's amazing! Speaking of reading, that's probably what I cling to. I love reading so much I can't go a day without at least five pages of fantasy or fan fictions. I'd quite like to be a fantasy writer, psychologist/sociologist, or artist. I'm clinging like hell to these things, and they make me feel better. I can write how I feel without using myself as the character, I think about why people act the way they do, and I write poems and draw when I do feel better. So yeah, I'd agree with the clinging idea. Reading lets me see life as someone else and takes my mind off everything else. I'd like to recommend Shadow Avenger's boxing fic from the Fan Fic section of this website, it really is amazing. And please write more, Shadow Avenger, please! Thanks for reading, you guys. More Hugs Because I Can. |
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| Shadow Avenger | Apr 13 2006, 08:50 AM Post #131 |
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Thanks for your kind words WiccaGem. Gym was also a pain for me too, Al. We had our 7th grade teacher and he always made the losing team do 100 jumping jacks as punishment. He was a math nazi but couldn't spell to save his life. Sorry about you having the pedophile gym teacher. I can imagine how fun that must have been. "OK, guys, meeting in the showers! No towels!" Luckily our school was so bad that we didn't even have changing rooms or showers |
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| AiOrikasa | Apr 13 2006, 09:11 AM Post #132 |
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Hope everything is going ai'ght with you SA. My father went to a Catholic school when he was younger and he said he hated it. I went to a Christian school and it's nothing very different. We had Bible study as a subject. =_= |
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| Shadow Avenger | Apr 13 2006, 09:29 AM Post #133 |
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Things are going fine for me. I rarely interract with people from the Catholic school-some of them were kind but did nothingto help me and I talk to them but those who were pricks, should they see me and remind me of what a wimp I was 8 years ago...well...there's also ANOTHER reason why I'm taking boxing lessons.
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| AiOrikasa | Apr 13 2006, 09:31 AM Post #134 |
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Yeah just knock em out. But what I do if someone is smart to be I well, either flip them off or say f' you in sign language. ^^ So hardly anyone messes with me. |
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| Shadow Avenger | Apr 13 2006, 09:41 AM Post #135 |
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Well it's a lot different for guys than it is with girls. But yeah, just shoot out a jab, then a rapid right cross and a left hook. And if they're still standing I'll just give em roshambo. |
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