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The bad stuff; Suicide, cutting, smoking, etc
Topic Started: Jan 21 2006, 11:09 PM (3,355 Views)
Jason
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AiOrikasa
Feb 1 2006, 07:23 PM
Spazz
Feb 1 2006, 10:14 PM
My mom is pestering me about my weight. She keeps telling me I need to lose weight. She's all "Last year it was 20 pounds to lose and now it's 40, Deenah what am I gonna do with you, do I have to lock up the food?!" She acts like I'm morbidly obese or something, which isn't true. I know I have to lose weight, because I'm pretty chubby, but the way she says it to me is really degrading. It's like she wants me to starve myself, so I guess I will.

*Sigh* I'm 173 pounds and 5' 6''. Is that fat?

Nah that's not fat I'm 4 ft 8 in and I'm 150 pounds and some people think I'm not obese at all. Some think I'm only 120 pounds. Maybe because I'm short.

Haha, you want to see fat? Take a look at me. I'm 6'1'' and 235 pounds. I never look in mirrors from my head down because then I want to smash the dang mirror to pieces. I've tried exercising, eating right...nothing works.
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Deadringer
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America: The place were people by a double cheese burger, large fries, and a diet coke.....


I don't call peope "fat" it's just part of them. You can be the most over weighted person in the world and it still won't matter to me. I belive stuff comes from the heart, not your body weight.
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LIGHTBULB!

The more someone weighs, the more of them there is to love!
nil magnum nisi bonum.
enjoy the moment.
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A hug is a great gift.

One size fits all.

'Nuff said. ^^
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Al
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Feb 3 2006, 04:05 PM
I don't call peope "fat" it's just part of them. You can be the most over weighted person in the world and it still won't matter to me. I belive stuff comes from the heart, not your body weight.

Exactly. If they're whiny and b*tch about just about everything, and they just so happen to be overweight, then I hate them because they're whiny and b*tch about just about everything. It's all from the heart.
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AiOrikasa
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That's good guys but some people out there think the opposite about obese people. :( I wish people were more understanding like you guys.
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Al
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Take heed from my motto: "People suck."
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al_davis_4_president is right. People do suck. Our society does not understand that acceptance should have nothing to do with weight or colour or anything like that.

But whats worse is that they believe that they do.


Hmm...getting a bit off topic here so I'll stop....
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You aren't off topic Chibi. People discriminating against each other is consider to be bad stuff doesn't it? It could lead to suicide and drugs because of depression. I've thought of doing suicide because I'm overweight and boys didn't think of me more than a friend. Now I do more excercise and eat a better diet. I try very hard but I never lose any weight! I hate winter..... :annoyed:
Maybe when spring soccer comes around I'll get better. I know that it's hard being overweight but no one even notices that I'm fat because I'm a nice person. As long as you are a great person people'll respect you.
And yes some people do suck! I'm guilty of saying a rude remark and be a bully *cough*little*cough*brother*cough*. But people can be so harsh! For example, if you right a resume for a new job and the boss just reads your'e name sometimes they don't even give the job. My last name is a name that most Chinese people bare. The boss may hire you based upon your name or not even give you a chance. Just based upon your name! That truly sucks and it shows how racist people can be. My father told me when he was young that when he tried out for jobs he'd get past an interview because he had a chinese last name. But when the interview happened he wasn't hired because he was actually a black man! People do suck.
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Jan 28 2006, 10:04 PM
I've been in a depressed state before. Untill a friend of mine showed me something that I bring up every day now because it makes me NOT depressed. And to every one who thinks about all the bad stuff happening in their life Remember: Love's the only house big enough for all the pain in the world. Never try to look at the bad things in life. Some one out there cares for you and no matter how hard it is for some people to belive it, some thing, some one is there for you. Some one is there to give you a hand when you fall down and can't get up again. Life might be able to beat you down, but stand up! Be strong! And don't ever, EVER give up. Some people may look at this post and shake thir head and say "she's wrong" or "she doesn't know what I'm going through" but guess what, I'm here to help. Not to just give my opinion. I'm sorry for those people who don't have a very good life. I'm sorry for people who haven't had very much hope. But PLEASE don't give up on yourself.

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Feb 9 2006, 09:42 PM
You aren't off topic Chibi. People discriminating against each other is consider to be bad stuff doesn't it? It could lead to suicide and drugs because of depression. I've thought of doing suicide because I'm overweight and boys didn't think of me more than a friend. Now I do more excercise and eat a better diet. I try very hard but I never lose any weight! I hate winter..... :annoyed:
Maybe when spring soccer comes around I'll get better. I know that it's hard being overweight  but no one even notices that I'm fat because I'm a nice person. As long as you are a great person people'll respect you.
And yes some people do suck! I'm guilty of saying a rude remark and be a bully *cough*little*cough*brother*cough*. But people can be so harsh! For example, if you right a resume for a new job and the boss just reads your'e name sometimes they don't even give the job. My last name is a name that most Chinese people bare. The boss may hire you based upon your name or not even give you a chance. Just based upon your name! That truly sucks and it shows how racist people can be. My father told me when he was young that when he tried out for jobs he'd get past an interview because he had a chinese last name. But when the interview happened he wasn't hired because he was actually a black man! People do suck.

Thanks AO....and don't worry about the stuff you said. Guys didn't think of me as more than a friend for aggggesss....I dont think thats necessarily a weight issue as such. Just give it time, yeah?

I think its good that you're eating more healthily and doing more exercise, but don't stress yourself out tooooo much, k? ^^

It sounds like people round your way are very insensitive...this is what annoys me about the world today.
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Jason
Feb 3 2006, 12:27 AM
AiOrikasa
Feb 1 2006, 07:23 PM
Spazz
Feb 1 2006, 10:14 PM
My mom is pestering me about my weight. She keeps telling me I need to lose weight. She's all "Last year it was 20 pounds to lose and now it's 40, Deenah what am I gonna do with you, do I have to lock up the food?!" She acts like I'm morbidly obese or something, which isn't true. I know I have to lose weight, because I'm pretty chubby, but the way she says it to me is really degrading. It's like she wants me to starve myself, so I guess I will.

*Sigh* I'm 173 pounds and 5' 6''. Is that fat?

Nah that's not fat I'm 4 ft 8 in and I'm 150 pounds and some people think I'm not obese at all. Some think I'm only 120 pounds. Maybe because I'm short.

Haha, you want to see fat? Take a look at me. I'm 6'1'' and 235 pounds. I never look in mirrors from my head down because then I want to smash the dang mirror to pieces. I've tried exercising, eating right...nothing works.

from the pictures i've seen of you(like...two) you're not fat! just keep trying. who knows? maybe this is the weight you're supposed to be at, maybe you just need to tone your muscles! or something...

Me?

I don't cut myself, i personally think its stupid.

But i do have paranoia and anxiety attacks. I've lost sleep over my fears. For example, Getting raped.

I've cried myself to sleep over many fears. especially in the past few weeks. I'm seeing a therapist on the 20th.

I'm also pissed at some of my friends, like my friend Jen(who is bulimic) i'm angry at her for that.(i'm also afraid of becoming bulimic, or throwing up in general) So i'm not talking to her anymore.

and my friend nikki who used to cut herself, i didn't like it when she did.

and i hold in my anger(i know, bad for me) so one time i just yelled at everyone cause everything just piled up to one moment.

I've been sexually harassed over the internet too, and i'm paranoid that he's going to come and get me.

(i know i know, i don't have parents that do drugs or something)

(and no, i'm NOT emo)
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Al
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I have a hard time trusting people. Or believing them, for that matter. I'm pretty sure that 1 out of every 3 people secretly hate me--and there ain't much that can convince me otherwise.

I dropped two meals from my diet--I never have time for breakfast and I refuse to eat lunch. I live off of my grandmother's crappy cooking. Once a week I go down the street to a Japanese resteraunt and stuff myself with tempura and rice--with a cup of meso soup to wash it down. I figure it isn't gluttony if it's the only meal I eat.

I'm fairly certain I'm gonna take my own life before I'm 20. I've coped with it, so...yeah.

And yes, cutting yourself is a waste of time.

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I do lose sleep as well. My mind wanders to things like "what if Muslims end up like the Japanese did in 1942" and things like that.

I'm so iffy about religion now. For some reason, I want to convert to Wicca...but I'm so scared to. My parents are SO against it. If I convert or doubt my beliefs, my whole family will hate me.

My mom doesn't take my sleep loss seriously. Don't know why.

I pressed a wrong key and now everything is super big. I tried it again and I tried display properties but everything is all big!
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ChibiRaven
Feb 10 2006, 05:29 AM
AiOrikasa
Feb 9 2006, 09:42 PM
You aren't off topic Chibi. People discriminating against each other is consider to be bad stuff doesn't it? It could lead to suicide and drugs because of depression. I've thought of doing suicide because I'm overweight and boys didn't think of me more than a friend. Now I do more excercise and eat a better diet. I try very hard but I never lose any weight! I hate winter..... :annoyed:
Maybe when spring soccer comes around I'll get better. I know that it's hard being overweight  but no one even notices that I'm fat because I'm a nice person. As long as you are a great person people'll respect you.
And yes some people do suck! I'm guilty of saying a rude remark and be a bully *cough*little*cough*brother*cough*. But people can be so harsh! For example, if you right a resume for a new job and the boss just reads your'e name sometimes they don't even give the job. My last name is a name that most Chinese people bare. The boss may hire you based upon your name or not even give you a chance. Just based upon your name! That truly sucks and it shows how racist people can be. My father told me when he was young that when he tried out for jobs he'd get past an interview because he had a chinese last name. But when the interview happened he wasn't hired because he was actually a black man! People do suck.

Thanks AO....and don't worry about the stuff you said. Guys didn't think of me as more than a friend for aggggesss....I dont think thats necessarily a weight issue as such. Just give it time, yeah?

I think its good that you're eating more healthily and doing more exercise, but don't stress yourself out tooooo much, k? ^^

It sounds like people round your way are very insensitive...this is what annoys me about the world today.

Yeah I may be over doing it. Nowaddays I only eat dinner. I hate breakfast. I only drink green tea and eat a piece of a banana. For lunch at school I by a snapple apple and two bags of Doritos. 7th grade at my school sucks! We're the last one to eat in the school and once 8th, 5th, and 6th graders are done eating lunch all the good food is gone. There's nothing left to eat. I eat alot in dinner time. On Fridays my family goes out to a seafood or japanese restaraunt to eat all the time. My aunt came to my house tonight and she just told me that everytime she comes to visit me I look skinnier and skinnier. She thinks I'm starting to eat like I'm anorexic. @_@
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