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The bad stuff; Suicide, cutting, smoking, etc
Topic Started: Jan 21 2006, 11:09 PM (3,347 Views)
AiOrikasa
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That sounds great SS. Glad your'e okay.

Today something big happened.
When I was outside playing with my friends we witnissed a shotting. It was right across the street from the school. First we heard a gun shot. At first we didn't think of it as a gun shot so we continued to play. Next we found two kids running down the street like maniacks and jump over the barb wire fence to get inside a house. Then the police comes and we had to get inside the school quickly. They had to shut all doors of the school and we all had to stay in one room. After the incident I called my mother and I left school early.
I couldn't concentrate on soccer practice today because of that. It scared the **** out of me.
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Spazz
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A shooting? Those happen regularly in my city. Seriously.
nil magnum nisi bonum.
enjoy the moment.
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AiOrikasa
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I'm sorry about that Spazz. I was surprised that my community had that. It's very new that something like this would happen. But if it's like a daily routine for you that is bad. I was glad that no one got hurt in my shooting but has anyone gotten hurt in yours?
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ive thought of attempting but i didnt you all should hear this story its a true story * there was a boy who had a sister who was gonna die if she didnt get any blood soon she had a rare blood type but her brother had it also (the boy was only about 7) the docter asked him if he would give his sister some of his blood so she would live .The boy thought for awhile and said he would .After they took the blood the boy was sitting down looking very sad .The docter saw this and asked the boy what was wrong .The boy lifted his hesd up and said `im fine its just when am i gonna die? the doc looked at him like thisO_O* my teacher told me that (if you were wondering the boy wasnt gonna die he just thought he was) it was so sad yet so sweet
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May 5 2006, 02:06 PM
ive thought of attempting but i didnt you all should hear this story its a true story * there was a boy who had a sister who was gonna die if she didnt get any blood soon she had a rare blood type but her brother had it also (the boy was only about 7) the docter asked him if he would give his sister some of his blood so she would live .The boy thought for awhile and said he would .After they took the blood the boy was sitting down looking very sad .The docter saw this and asked the boy what was wrong .The boy lifted his hesd up and said `im fine its just when am i gonna die? the doc looked at him like thisO_O* my teacher told me that (if you were wondering the boy wasnt gonna die he just thought he was) it was so sad yet so sweet

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At the moment I'm trying to decide whether or not to slit my throat. I want to die...now...
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I want to die, too, but it's probably not as bad. Before you slit your throat, let's talk about it. =(
nil magnum nisi bonum.
enjoy the moment.
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May 6 2006, 04:11 PM
At the moment I'm trying to decide whether or not to slit my throat. I want to die...now...

Remember what I've said before? In times like these, it's important to find something to hold onto. For you, it might be your unborn children.
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They won't be around for long. My Dad got out of jail...he's gonna come I KNOW he is...
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May 7 2006, 08:10 AM
They won't be around for long. My Dad got out of jail...he's gonna come I KNOW he is...

I'll fight him off with bazzuka's and sporks if i have to!!!!! :wub2:


SPORK POWER!!!!!
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May 7 2006, 05:10 AM
They won't be around for long. My Dad got out of jail...he's gonna come I KNOW he is...

What the holy hell is he doing out of jail? Honestly, you make the American legal system look perfect!

You and your mom have to leave town. Now.
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I don't know...I really don't...

But my dad came this morning...I've got the flu and a fever and infection because of my injuries I inflicted on my self last night.

I want to leave town I really do...but I want to die more...

I promised DL, DB. Selly and Bun I wouldn't kill my self last night, but today I just really can't live with this. I can't go through all this damn pain.

Life is worthless...and I just can't go through with it. I know I've been told that people care and they're my friends but I know you don't mean it. I know it! Nobody would really care if I lived or died, no body would care if I dropped down dead right now.

Amd to be honest death would be the best thing that could ever happen to me. It really would.

Last night I held a knife to my throat and was really near killing my self, before that one of my friends on TBRS had said something and it frightened the crap outta me. And today it's just went too far.

I can't live anymore I really can't.

There's a knife down stairs and I'd be more than happy to use it.

The friends I have on TBRS are my only friends. Just remember that. TBRS changed my life, TBRS was basically the best thing that ever happened to me. But I doubt it's enough to save me this time...
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Stop it. Stop it right now. Have you actually deluded yourself into thinking that nobody would care if you died?

Everyone here gives more than a damn for you. Everybody. We'd all die a thousand deaths if we learned that you'd died one.
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People have hated me since the day I was born. When I was a day old I had bruises down my chest because I was beaten.

At school everyone plays a game called 'beat up Giulia'.

I hate my life, and I don't want the twins growing up with that burden. MY burden.

Dan had to carry me into the bathroom last night just to clean up my injuries...what would the twins say if they knew that had happened to me?

All my life I have waited for death to find me. And I want to find it today.
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Her parents never took the young girl to Church
Never spoke of His name
Never read her His word
Two non-believers walkin' lost in this world
Took their baby with them
What a sad little girl

Her Daddy drank all day and Mommy did drugs
Never wanted to play
Or give kisses and hugs
She'd watch the TV and sit there on the couch
While her Mom fell asleep
And her Daddy went out

And the drinking and the fighting
Just got worse every night
Behind their couch she'd be hiding
Oh, what a sad little life

And like it always does
The bad just got worse
With every slap and every curse
Until her Daddy in a drunk rage one night
Used a gun on her Mom
And then took his life

And some people from the city
Took the girl far away
To a new Mom and a new Dad
Kisses and hugs everyday

Her first day of Sunday school the teacher walked in
And a small little girl stared at a picture of Him
She said, "I know that Man up there on that cross
I don't know His name but I know He got off

Cause he was there in my old house
And held me close to His side
As I hid there behind our couch
The night that my parents died"


SS there is always hope, for everyone, I can't make a promise that I can't keep, but things will turn out one day, maybe not in a nights time, but they will, somehow, some way, your lighthouse will light the way, because you are worth dieing for.
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