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personification of adhd
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A girl. Nobody he knew. She was dark. Exotic. Not a word he used. But it fit. He didn't know her name.

She was keeping her distance. He must have looked dangerous. He wasn't. Supposed to, at least. Or maybe he was. He didn't know. He wanted to look it. He wanted to be it. He wanted to live it.

Cocksucker. It was the bow. Its topmost word. Cocksucker. Cocksucker. It was the first word he saw and the one word that kept him from picking up the bow. But it didn't matter anymore. He didn't care.


Maxim said it. He pretended he was friendly. Just like high school. Pretend. Pretend your eyes haven't blinked for minutes. Pretend you're not thinking. Pretend your arm is exhausted. Pretend your arm isn't itching.

Pretend everything is okay.

"Are you okay?"

She was okay. Maxim knew she was okay.

The girl was okay.

His middle finger twitched. The bow was placed to the ground. The arrow rested on top.
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I can't sing but I wrote you a song

Wrong notes but the melody's so clear

When I'm lost, I'm still close to gold

cause I found my treasure in you
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