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Topic Started: Nov 16 2015, 03:13 PM (68 Views)
Alice Harris
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"She was rather quick to throw me under the bus...."

Alice sighed. She had 'better' things to do but as always, when bored or plotting or seemingly burning every bridge she can find, watching PRW:O.D streams usually entertained her... Until she saw the package from Nebraska.

"To think, I looked out for her... I had her back... I had her On her back...."

Usually a private person with her feelings, only ever letting the 'negative' ones show on camera, Alice was slowly starting to open up a little about what really goes through her mind sometimes. The Wrestlerapy session was strangely liberating as she finally got to say out loud that she no longer gave a fuck, seemingly following the Traumawards and Meiko's and just giving into her own desires, forgetting everyone else's. It was refreshing, it was liberating, it was everything she wanted after what many would call an emotionally impactful year on the brunette (and who could blame them?).

But it was hollow and lonely.

"People seem to think I'm toxic... That I'm a cold bitch and I don't blame them... A year of hell at the hands of Agustin Gates and Sherri Taylor, having to claw my way onto a show because the fans only watch my matches to see my ass get kicked... My best friend pretty much only spending time on camera with me out of pity and to make himself look like the good guy..."

Alice sighed as she flicked to the next video - the El Foro hype segment involving Razer and some very legally grey areas which according to the grapevine landed him a six figure sum of a fine. As she watched the Englishman basically committing as many felonies as he could on camera, she sighed.

"When someone like Razer does it, everyone laughs... When he acts like a dick, the fans love him... He embarrassed the hell out of La Chispa, a poor girl who has been shit on more times than one of those German girls... He breaks into a guys house, desecrates it, steals from it, vandalises it and is lauded as a hero by most... Yet when I start to do what I want, I'm painted the villain by everyone... They don't think I can't see them whispering and suddenly stopping when they notice me there..."

Taking a drink from her bottle of wine, because it was too civilised to take a drink from a glass and it meant less washing up, Alice swirled the bottle in her hand before shrugging and taking another drink.

"Gemma was right... You look out for yourself and those who mean something to you and everything goes to shit... Everyone turns their back on you because you're going 'against the grain'... Look at La Chispa... Putting the politics aside and showing that we're all people trying to make a living... By actually seeing someone for what they are, a loyal person, she was basically given the option - jump or we'll push you out... At least she got the choice... I was just marooned by someone I thought was always there for me"

Still, despite the self reflection with the bottle of white wine, something was still eating away at her. She'd accepted Reese's near enough total abandonment of her, she'd accepted the fans would never want to cheer her unless it was cheering her having her ass kicked, she was making strides there in pleasing herself, but losing one person she thought was her friend... That hurt more than anything Agustin, Sherri and the fans had put her through.

"Nebs...."

Alice sighed as she looked down at her phone. Her background was still the same drunken selfie they had taken the night they ended up doing the deed and for a while, the brunette thought she could have found someone who actually appreciated her, but something had changed - like everyone else, Nebraska had left her behind to fend for herself. An optimist may say that this was a show of faith and trust in someone, but hearing her name mentioned six times in a list of who was perceived to be evil, somehow that wasn't a show of faith... That was damage control and distancing.

"Embarrassed by association, trying everything she can to cast me aside and cut all ties to me because she's becoming the star she always dreamed she would be and I'm just the chain around her ankles which is slowing her down... And she never had the guts to even tell me to my face that she didn't care about me anymore either..."

To those watching this O.D segment, it would seem odd, someone so self engrossed and aware of how her actions have shaped opinion of her showing sadness and vulnerability, it would no doubt confuse them. But that is what Alice was, she was confused.

"I had her back, I bailed her out when Sherri tried to drop her on her head at the memorial for Suerte, and the thanks I get is being called Evil, treated like a leper and turning into another mistake she wishes she could scrub from her record... I don't deserve that, I don't deserve that at all..."

Alice took a longer drink from her bottle before stopping. Holding it up to the light, she saw it was empty and after trying to shake the last drops of alcohol out, she simply shrugged and tossed the bottle over her shoulder, hearing it smash on the floor behind her couch. Knowing she'd have to clean that up or suffer some nasty gashes from a drunken fall later, she sighed.

"Like everything else, it's just gone to pieces around me, one big dangerously painful mess... First it was Reese... Then the fans.... Then Nebraska... Not even Suzy has this much scorn thrown at her and she's possibly the most vile human being on the planet right now... Next thing I know, Ata will be using me as a charity case example to further her one woman agenda against the powers that be... And is that all I am? Am I just a tool for people to use how they see fit?"

The realisation hit Alice hard.

"Reese used me to gain the sympathy vote and build up his good guy image... The fans used me as a cheap laugh, Agustin Gates used me to further his notoriety, Sherri used me to try and stay in the spotlight... Nebraska used me because she couldn't bring herself to let Nox go through her like a groupie at a Motley Crue show... I was painted the whore long before I decided to seek my own pleasures... Something to use and throw away and hope there are no after effects to it..."

Usually at this point when an epiphany of this proportion hit someone there would be an emotional response - tears of sorrow, tears of joy, understanding, satisfaction... But for Alice, there was nothing but hate.

"Unfortunately, every action has an equal and opposite reaction... Karma comes round to bite you on the ass in a big way.... Gates was ran out of the company, Sherri has been consigned to a bit part role in Wildhearts when they need a washed up old whore to get on camera with clothing on, the fans are stuck with me as Reese seems to have been relegated to space filler unless someone needs a big win... Everyone has had things come back around on them.... All apart from you Nebraska..."

Looking at her phone again, Alice shook her head at the background. Going into her settings and deleting it, replacing it with a generic black one, Alice took a deep breath.

"I know you'll see this or at least hear about this Nebby, so listen up... Sooner or later, all that shit you said about me being a train wreck, about me being evil, about me being a mess and girl gone wrong... It will come back to haunt you... Say you luck out and survive the match with Hansen, look at what you will be left with - a kid who can't bring herself to admit that she likes you as a person, the girl you fucked over to further your ambitions, a guy who doesn't even know if his head is in the game anymore, a guy who posed the most credible threat to Razer, only to be snuffed out and saw as a pity party by Patrick Slaughter... You're surrounded by people who have bigger concerns than you Nebs... And the one person you could have turned too, you're trying to remove any association from... So I'll lay it down in impossible to misinterpret terms - Once Delilah has finished making you her bitch and you rest up, fail again to win the twin hearts tag titles and you're busy throwing a mimosa in Nox's face as he's screwing Dixie like an old Japanese whore he used to screw, I'll be there for you... "

Alice looked up, staring directly through the camera with a malevolent glint in her eye.

"But not in the way you want... I'll be there to take the broken mess of Nebraska Jones and destroy it beyond recognition...I'll be there to make you feel as used as you and every other fucker in PRW has made me feel.... Nebby... I'm going to do to you what you and everyone else in PRW has done to me... I am going to break you beyond recognition so you'll understand just what it means to be truly abandoned and left to fend for yourself"

Alice, clearly drunk on hatred brushes her hair back behind her ears and smiles at the camera.

"And like how everyone enjoyed making me see life this way... I'm going to enjoy making you have as hollow an existence as I have"
Edited by Alice Harris, Nov 16 2015, 03:18 PM.
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