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Consumed in my own little words; Thing, thing thing
Topic Started: Sep 12 2005, 09:00 PM (15 Views)
Huy2b
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These memories that kills me
The pain you gave me
The words that hurt me
I was so foolish
Wasn't I?
The words that you speak
Were they true ever since I met you
The actions you took were different
It seem werid
The memories you gave me
I will alwase remember
Remember everything you said
Done, did, what so not
All my friends want you to go to hell
But I don't cause I forgive you
That burned of forgiving
I can curse the livin crap out of you
But I can't
I can't stand
Hurting someone else
It hurts it does
I want to get rid of myself becuse of you
I hate you which make me hate myself
I just losted it
Guys are just asses

I wished I didn't go with you to your dorm
I wished I never had these feelings for you
I wished you never came sat next to me in class
I wished you never talked to me
I wished that we never met and did the things we did

But all I can do now is forgive you
Because that is what you need
But for me
Leave me alone
Don't fill my head with these stuff
When you know it hurts anywase
To make it less painful
I will say that I forgive me
But no matter what
I really don't
My actions does
But not my heart
My mind does
But not my heart

I hate myself
Now I have to face the rejections of others
Saying, it was 4 days and you guys slepted with each other
Like OMG
You guys went so fast
Do you care about the relationship more than the person who is gettig hurt?

Here I am with closed arms
Shutting everything I knew that use to exist
I will go blindly in life
With no open wings
My wings are closed
The scars that once bleed before will start bleeding again
I can't take it anymore
No one can help me
No one can
Not even you, Alex
What I feel
Hurts like a Bit ch
I will walk blindly to whatever awaits me
For that reason
I have no reason
What was the reason at all?
I gave up that reason
Maybe one day it'll come again
But not today, nor 2morrow
I will walk blindly
To whatever awaits me
With closed arms
Shutting everything and everyone
Who am I?
I am no one
I asked myself why
Why do I meet such bastards guys
No matter how hard I tried to say I forgive you
I can't
It'll take me in time
It'll consme me
I am sorry got all the people who tried to help me
To get over him
But no matter what
It doesn't change anything
It will only make it harder
I am now in the verg of tear
I just don't know what to think
No matter what
I will lock myself
Hate myself
I am hurting over and over
I am so consumed
That I dunno what is right and wrong
I just want to go away
The scars will bleed again
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