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Dayz I gone crazy!; i did go crazy
Topic Started: Sep 4 2005, 08:14 AM (87 Views)
Huy2b
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Yeah, new, but hey, I got more blogs to check, haha. Yeah.
My friends were all freaked out, and I knew they would be, but I kinda cut myself three times, on my left arm. They aren't that deep, but it does still hurts. Stupid, yes, I know. Lots of thing were rushing through my head, so I really don't know why I did it. I just sat there on my bed, and later..I felt a small pain on my left arm. Then I looked and it was bleeding. That went by fast. But no matter. I won't die.

Brooky told me yo talk to Arren, but I don't want to.Arren is so busy, I don't want to bother him. I told Ryan and Travis. I didn't wan to tell Brooky. I'm evil. )=\ But I did tell Brooky and he said

WHY THE f*ck DID YOU DO THAT, YOU BETTER NOT DO IT AGAIN!!!!

Sorry, Brooky but I cut myself again, right before I went to sleep.

I know it was stupid, pure dumbness, there was so many things that crossed my mind at that point, that you wouldn't be able to understand, even if I told you. Like Ryan and Travis said, "Tobee you just confused."

Maybe I am, finding out all your answers to everything, does make you crazy huh, its okay not to believe me, I even know the reason I wrote this down. You wanna know, just ask. Wouldn't you. Thats why your reading it right?
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Hmmm...I would prod..but I don't like to do things that people expect me to do XD Anywayz, on a more serious basis..yea, you shouldn't cut yourself anymore. I would take a guess and say that you were sad..or just angry and cut yourself...for I often think up that option when I'm sad or angry. Sometimes..you just wish all the pain would go away..but that is the burden of life, to live each day knowing that you have and will make mistakes...to live knowing that as you suffer..other people are happy, and as you are happy, other people suffer. Heh...like some will say, don't listen to me, I'm only a 13-year-old...yes, that is true...but sometimes wisdom doesn't come with age. I know that was confusing...but I seriously don't want you doing that again. I know a lot of people who used to cut themselves...and they all end up the same way. Regretting what they did and sad that they did what they did. When you hurt yourself...you hurt the people around you, and the people who care for you. And though you might not care so much about your own well-being, at least care abut the people you love. To see someone in pain, is something I wish coud never happen...but it does. And in this world, some of us sit by and watch it happen..some of us cause it..and some of us just try to help stop it. Two wrongs don't make a right, and cutting yourself again will only cause more worry from your loved ones. You may cause yourself pain...but be considerate and don't cause them pain. Heh...I know this sounds weird coming from someone who doesn't even know you...but you know, you're not alone.


-I'm finally home...-

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Huy2b
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i can say the same about u too. I no other people suffer way more than me, but r they me, i dont think so. I dont give a ratass about other people being happier than i. i hate it when they bring their happiness to me, and ruins my f*cken day. I also hate people who get me pissed off when i am having a f*cken nice day. get it clear. i dont regret anything i did in life, i wont even regret cutting myself, or burning my sins to ashes.

how about i cut myself more, and not tell anyone, there, then no one will know and no one will be blamed. that simple, heck i can do it...no one will get hurt, hecks i should have kept my mouth shut

hey hey, i know ur trying to point my life out, but before and most of all, fix ur problems first then any other. its okay to care, but if u dont follow ur words, then its all pointles, dontca think? i no ur trying to help, but i no my actions, way before i done it, that y i wont regret it, cause i thought it over. and over, call me crazy, its okay, i no i am.

but for most and all. i will be fine, even though i am sucidal, i will be fine.

expressing my feelings nothing wrong
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DestinyHour
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good for you if you go crazy XD cause going crazy is the craziest thing in life:D YEAH!
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Huy2b
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yea pretty much yea, im just joking around now since i am bored...but the cutting is real though =D
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DestinyHour
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LOL that reminds me....i made a deep cut in my finger once with....LOMG....SAFETY SCISSORS!! oh meh gee! ITS POSSIBLE
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Huy2b
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LOLZ nice
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Reed
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LOL. How'd ya do that, DH.
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The heart can see what the eyes cannot...
like you know when you open the scissors its like....opened, well i kind of put my hand in it, then i forgot i was holding the blade and i started to like...make a fist, and boom cut, at least....i think? memory is blurry but i did something lol
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thats some messed up stuff :heh:

um cutting is a really bad thing... I could go off on a whole rant about how stupid cutting is... but its not gonna change anything... so ill just pat you on the back and hope you work things out...

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Huy2b
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Hrm, dont worry I stopped doing it. If i did do it, my boyfriend is goin to go nuts...=)
Yea i know it was stupid, just to get people attentions, but hey i stopped, i found a different attention now.. hehe


boyfriend<----------YUP that right! college can be so much fun hahahahahahah :heh:
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